why does love heart so...hurt so...heart so...why does it always make your heart twist like a ribbon.

faces/ images i like.............................................

let ur face be the pale granite. Let everyones feelings reflect on it. let nothing penetrate . be hadr and yet appear soft . we are so alike really . all of us. so alike in ur searc to be different. everyone is tryin to be diferent and hecne they are similar.

and so i wander in my mind...lost and ragged. i am a troll .. no thing of beauty. and everytime i rise there is something tht pulls me back but ..i look in the mirror and see the world pass by. traders with with their rainbow wares.. happy groups laughing..champions and queens.. and me watching in the shadows with the chains from this dark tower.

and want to go and fly and rise and astound and awe my self more than others.

ooof! was just born . god its really noisy around here . i mean when strange and irrelevent thoughts are not screeching around inside my the head ,there are other voices around me constantly bombarding their advice comma questions comma more advicde comma more questions plus doubts,prophecies of doom,i told you sos..blah blah so on and so forth...hmmm just trying to remember what the sales pitch was of that guy in all white sitting on colud holding that pamphlet called 'life and earth '-a glorious journey.well heres to beginnings!